Pretty excited......

4 days!!! The work-out is on...burned an excellent cd for the drive home....got a million new outfits...ummmm...yeah! Life is freaking perfect!

The nicest thing....

Someone said the nicest thing to me yesterday.
" Alicia, most people aren't like you. They aren't as driven. A lot of people drink, you are always sober but happy. I've seen you struggle, but you always maintain to be nice. Even when people try to drag you down your like a helium balloon and just kind of float back up to the top. I've NEVER met anyone like you."

My million loves.............

There's a million things I love about life.....

1. I love the little noises my little girl makes while she's sleeping.

2. I love that I have the cutest house in the world.

3. I love that I'm learning to live with having diabetes. It was such a hard dianosis, but I'm really learning how to handle it and I feel happier.

4. I love my most comfortable bed in the world!

5. I love online school!

6. I love love love taking pictures! I have boxes of pictures and Aaron always teases me because I hoard them.

7. I love make-up. Duh that's why I'm a makeup artist.

8. I love that my little girls are so adorable. AND I LOVE LOVE LOVE how they LOVE me.

9. I love that working retail gives me enough off that I have the custest clothes and purses!

10. I love how my daughters are like little fashionistas themselves.

11. I also love that I am about to graduate and I will be able to help people with the law.

12. I love that my husband and I have cute matching cars and we always match our clothes. We have so much fun.

13. I love being married.

14. I love running. Some people are drug addicts. I'm addicted to my daily run. Don't take my treadmill time away from me or I'm a little on the grumpy side.

15. I love my husbands nick names for me....they are kind of personal so I'm not going to list them. But when he calls me by them it REALLY makes me smile.

16. Of course.....I love shopping.

17. I love that I am learning to take care of flowers! The front of my house is soooooo cute!

18. I love living close to the beach!

19. I love Mariah Carey! Everything about her is so awesome! I aspire to own as many Mercedes as she does! J/k.

20. I love little old ladies. I hope me and my husband are as cute as the little old ladies and their husbands that come into work! :)

Okkkkkkayyy...so that wasn't a million...but it was the first 20 that came to my mind. Me and Aalyah have a big day planned out! We have a lot of stuff to do around the house until sissy comes home from school! My little girls are my life! We are planning out Bailee's 5th grade pictures! Time flies when you're having fun. It's hard to beleive Bailee is 10. Being a parent is such an incredible honor that God gives a mommy. I thank God every day for these two blessings he has given me. I feel so very lucky to have them in my life and learn so much from them.

I have really started to trust that God knows what he is doing. He gives us loss to humble us and teach us. I am a better person because of some of the things that I have been through. I love this life and the abilities that God has given me. I feel so very lucky.

It's been a crazy week....Aaron and I are both heading ino finals so we have had way too much to do. I'm working like 9 days in a row....aaaaaahhhh!

Aalyah is busy potty training. Little stinker likes the pampers a little too much. She is deathly afraid of the toilet. I have a small investment in tiny princess potties...one sings tunes when she potties, one is a frog shape (she's obsessed with frogs ever since her princess and frog birthday), one is pink and has a toilet paper roll holder. Bailee was potty trained at 2, Aalyah is a lot more stubborn. It blows me away how my two little girls have so many similarities, but can be so different.

I'm planning out Father's Day right now. Aaron has made so many accomplishments this year. He never ceases to amaze me! We have come along way from that miserable couple we were living in Idaho. We've made a lot of really good changes to our life. For one, we've both made a lot of goals. Our counselor helped us to write down what it would look like to have an amazing marriage. I said get rid of your drama mamma and all of the other drama causers in your life. You can't keep garbage in your life or it will pull you into the dumpster. She is a dumpster hoe. She is such a low life slug. It's sad to hear him say the last thing he will do is piss on her grave for all of the shit she pulled, but it's true that she deserves it. She thinks I'm crazy....what the hell is she doing stalking a son that disowned her and wants nothing to do with her? Leave us alone drama hoe! She almost ruined our marriage and now that things are getting better I hope she just slithers back into her garbage heap and shuts up all ready!

On a happier note I'm so close to graduation! 2 months and 23 days baby! Oh yeah!! Can't wait to have that peice of paper! :)

Gotta go! Gotta hit that treadmill! Lol!

I go long periods of time with out blogging. I am so busy with my last few classes at school and working all of these long crazy hours doesn't help. Sometimes I write when I'm sad or stressed and I've saved it up all of this stress, and felt for the longest time like I couldn't talk about it.

Aaron's mother almost ruined our marriage.

I officially call her a whore.

I found out a few months back that she let her daughter sleep with her husband just so she could get her bills paid. She also let this man mentally abuse my husband when he was young.

Then when she had to get rid of this guy after all he did and didn't have a meal ticket she wanted Aaron to pay all of her bills. And when he met me, he knew that wouldn't be possible, so she tried everything in her power to break us up. It's amazing we made it. But we did and that's all that matters.

We have the most beautiful daughter in the world---and that alone is the best reason in the world to make our relationship work. There are so many days where I wanted to run. I'm just not a quitter.

Well my sick-o mother in law is officially dead in our house. We had a picture ripping party. She no longer exists to us at all.

Well, let's be logical here. What do you do with garbage? You throw it away!! And that's what we did. Threw that garbage out of our relationship!

We are moving onward and upward. Of course Aaron and I still have some repairing mountains to climb, I'm so glad that is one thing that is out of our life for good.

What I feel bad for is that she is leaching her grandson dry right now. She is taking his checks and paying her trailor bills and her end of the world crap with it. This woman is so freakin crazy she is saving up years worth of food in case the end of the world comes! NEWSFLASH: If the end of the world comes...why would you need like 6 years worth of food??!! This is how crazy she is.

My last breath will be venting about flying her skanky a$$ out to Florida with our money when I was pregnant with Aalyah and we could barely afford anything! Yuk! How could you be so selfish and trashy! Your at the dump now Paula!!!

Ok...I feel better! I vented...Things are getting better for Aaron and I. North Carolina is becoming home. We have now been here for 15 months! We love it! The girls love it! Our house is adorable.

We have matching his and her cars....A black and a white scion!

Aaron got his degree and mine is 2 months and 30 days away. Then I will go onto getting my bachelor's degree...then law school! I'm very excited! Aaron and I are thinking about moving to Virginia Beach! We are definite beach bums! Even my hair has changed since moving here! It has these awesome beach waves! I can't wait to be able to report happier things.

We've had a long road to climb! It's amazing what things 4 1/2 years can bring! Our little girls are the most amazing. Bailee is doing so well in school. Aalyah is as sassy and naughty as ever!

I just wonder what it was like to be so classless and drive around in a dead woman's Lexus??